Wilder, Jasinda - Yours by Jasinda Wilder

Author:Jasinda Wilder [Wilder, Jasinda]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Mine
Published: 2016-06-17T22:00:00+00:00

Go all in just to lose again

She’s asleep. Sheets bunched just beneath her perfect, heart-shaped ass, lying on her side, one hand under her chin, the other thrown behind her. Curls springing awry, exploding everywhere, a bomb of brown ringlets. Long, thick black lashes dark against her cheeks. Innocent. Relaxed.

Perfect.

And my heart is hammering out of my chest, my gut is twisting. Guilt is a razor-sharp blade corkscrewing through me.

Confusion has my heart in a vise.

Panic is a serpent injecting poison into my veins.

And beneath all this is a complete and utter lack of regret for what we just did. Because that was…

I can’t even articulate in my own mind what just happened. What it did to me.

My entire soul has been rocked off its axis.

I don’t know which way is up. I’m not a crier. I’m not a pull my hair out, pacing back and forth type. I’m not a pensive, brooding sort.

Because I’ve never invested in anything, or in anyone. I’ve never let anyone mean anything to me.

I’ve known Niall for two fucking days, and what just happened, it was…

…I don’t have any goddamn words for it.

It’s just too much, too intense.

I am motherfucking terrified.

I have to get up. I have to move. I can’t breathe in the same room with that woman, even if she is asleep.

And not just because she’s so incredibly, indelibly beautiful I am compelled by some inexorable force to just stare at her when I’m near her. Not just because she’s so sharp, so smart, so sweet. So eager. Jesus, not just eager, but fucking ravenous. She was a tiger, insatiable, literally snarling like an animal as she came apart beneath me. And I want that, I want to make her do that over and over and over, infinitely.

That, right there, is why I’m terrified.

That word, that concept: infinitely.

Forever, without end.

That smacks of commitment. It smacks of meaning, of investment, of purpose, of vulnerability and truth. And I have no experience with any of that.

I fucked her senseless, and she still doesn’t know the truth.

I came here to do who knows what, and for reasons I don’t fully understand; yet here I am in a maelstrom of my own creation.

God, I’m a monster.

It’s going to gut her. And that, in turn, is going to shred me.

I’m up, out of her room and out the back door. I’m still naked but I don’t care. The nearest neighbor is a mile away and their house is tucked into a copse of oak and maple. There’s no one around to see. And I wouldn’t care even if they could see me; let ’em look.

Her back porch is a piece of shit. Literally nothing but half a dozen unpainted, unstained two-by-fours laid across some cinder blocks. No railing, no steps, nothing.

But, holy hell, what a view.

The moon is gargantuan. A silver-white disk in the sky, shining brilliant, bathing everything silver. The fields are endless, extending for miles and miles in every direction, waist-high grass waving in a

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